I used to take World of Warcraft seriously. I used to see nothing wrong with Great Teacher Onizuka. I was really into graphic design for marketing and advertising. Every morning I would wake up and watch music videos on MTV until my friend's brother took us both to school. One dream that I had that can never be fulfilled is to be the 'before' guy in the late-night TV ad that just can't seem to keep his cabinets closed or his garden hose coiled properly. I had a real knack for Dance Dance Revolution. It was one of my only demonstratable skills. MacHall, Penny-Arcade, Megatokyo, VGCats, PvPOnline, Lackadaisy Cats. I used to dance like I was trying to win something. I used to want to be liked, no matter the cost. I was torn between two fears: The fear of being unknown, and the fear of being known.